Hi.
this is gonna be an odd week.
I dont like break...
it bores me after a while
I need to see new people.
Like, melissa sue, and taryn, and kerra and i totally accedently dissed jeff tonight so i gotta see him and I want to see kris and hannah and all them wonderful beautiful people.
I will most likely be seeing taryn tomorrow
which will make me
VERY
very happy.
She's grand... and i miss her.
You know,
I used to see taryn every weekend. EVERY weekend. And i still found time to see missy ALOT and kerra everyday and kris and i were closer and...
How did i do it?
does anyone know how i used to be magical?
hmmm
I dont think people want to hang out with me anymore...
I think they are annoyed with me.
I dont blame them... i'd be annoyed with me too.
The only way I knew something wierd was going on, was cuz i got into the spirt of *gasp*
...cleaning...
I only clean when im feeling funky about something.
and im in a cleaning mood....
And now i know why.
I wanna be miss popular again, ya know... all my amazing friends that i would just do crazyyyy shit with... like sit for hours infront of the tv watching invader zim with kerra and drinking 41 bottles of Mountain Dew with missy and listening to her brother make wierd noises when he sleeps. And building CRAZY forts with taryn and staying up all night just talking and playing paintball and EVERYTHING... and playing music with kris and staying up all night watching buffy.
i used to do all of that...
but i never see anyone anymore.
and you know whats crazy...
they all have new friends.
Like taryn has her same ol friends and she always has
and kris has max and jenna
and kerra has missy and allison
and missy is now buddybuddy with kerra
hmmm
...what happened?
i messed up....
Current Mood:
frustrated